Downtown Toronto

HEEEEEEYY!!

I'm right now hanging out with my friends after a nice day outside of downtown Toronto. It was really fun eating the sushi randomly walking around downtown!!

Okay I'm really tired and soon need to use the bathroom! Phone updating so.. See ya !!

-Elle Valor

Good Friday!

Hello world !!!

It's Elle Valor making a quick appearance because well .. I felt like I haven't updated in a while and so I just wanted to tell you what's going on in my life from the last time I posted which was .. I guess my birthday? But yeah let's see~

I haven't done anything in my love life so relations are out of this topic for sure LOLOL but lately I have been learning not to care much about almost everything since I was such a goody two shoes before ... I just think that life is a bit too short for me and that I have many other things I want to do. As an Aries I want to be unique and stand out .. So today which is Good Friday my friends were all planning to go downtown for celebrating him birthday since it was on Monday and yeah while I'm there I hope I can find or do some really crazy and messed up stuff.

I also have a new inspiration; Tyler, the creator. Although he isn't a 'new' inspiration of mine I just thought that I should title him as new since just 2-3 days ago I was so interested in all his crazy stunts.

"Be crazy. Be stupid. Be silly. Be weird. Be whatever. Because life is too short to be anything BUT happy."

- Elle Valor

FINALLY

Omg I got my phone!!! I am so happy!! Feels like forever since the last time I actually used a phone properly !!
Anyways I got a iPhone5 because I'm a spoiled brat :) <3 but since its my birthday tomorrow I should be able to spoil myself! LOOOL, I'm gonna finish up some homework ! Bye !!!



-Elle Valor


P.S I won't be able to edit the endings "Elle Valor" part because I don't know how to on my phone anyways!! Bye!

Exhaustion

Lately, I've been more tired than ever. I always nap right after school and even though I had already slept at night I can still sleep. This sleeping schedule messes up my time for homework but I can't help it. I won't think unless I have a perfect 12 hour sleep or sometimes when I'm not as fatigued I can sleep shorter hours and do my work properly.. Maybe next week is when I can get my sleep schedule back in place. 

-Elle Valor

Change & Inspirations

   Yes, since I am human I do have people whom I'm inspired by and my look-up idols, but I never really was inspired before as I am now. But I'm guessing after reading 50 Shades of Grey in the beginning of 2012 summer, I just gradually changed- I've become more interested in literature, my thinking changed like how I think of the art of seduction really ... interesting, I take a liking in different languages especially French & Latin although I suck in French.. :( but it's all good, my teacher doesn't teach what I would want to learn. Also, during my "change" I took interest in being proud of being me. I had my courage built, I'm very ambitious and I care a lot less of what people think now. Although I sometimes have sides of me that I don't like but the main point of having confidence is to love yourself before others and I do so I prove the people who doubted me wrong that I can do it or I am it.

   So other than my whole persona changing and my sappy life story, I have plenty of Idols who I look up to, either it be for their looks, voices, mentality or anything other:

Marilyn Monroe-

She is my all time Idol. I love her ♥. Since she is known as the American Sex Symbol, which I think is the most amazing title ever, I am so envied and practically want to have same mentality as her, since she is a well-known Siren (which is what I will love to master).

Ailee-

KPOP- Korean- American singer :) I love her vocal ranges and how she's so cheery and loves to eat meat ♥

Christina Aguilera-

Who doesn't love her?

Mila Kunis-

She is just amazing. I ♥ her. So pretty.

Emma Stone-

Love how she talks ♥ and such an amazing actress. Tottallyyy prettyyy too.

There are probably a lot more but I'm guessing these are the mains. ♥

-Elle Valor

Love? Oh please.. Well Maybe

  Honestly, sometimes I yearn for love but I'm perfectly fine without it although I feel so lonely at times and just not sure if I can always rely on my friends because well... I have issues with trusting them sometimes and I know you'll probably thinking well what about the "boyfriend" well.. I never lost THAT much trust from my guy friends before so I don't really have problems trusting them and I feel most comfortable around them. I usually don't beat myself up because of something I think is so insignificant in my life but I guess what sort'a triggered these feelings is the people I'm meeting off of a game a play on PS3 (black ops 2) well yeah... I meet a lot of people and sometimes get totally attached to them then when I see their faces I just .. well I don't know sometimes I drop them completely or we don't talk as much anymore. I get such high hopes for them because they're such sweethearts or they sound like a well-toned deep voice man that haunts our dreams, but nope they turn out to be looking like Peter Griffin on drugs after taking a nice poop in the showers, yes the showers. Anyways I feel seriously hurt every time I make friends, grow attached and when I see how they look I just.. my heart just breaks. So this post is mostly me ranting and my feeling of loneliness, because sometimes I just want to meet the right guy.

-Elle Valor

School Trip: Ottawa & Quebec

Bonsoir everyone! It's Elle Valor and I have something to tell you guys since it never occurred to me to blog about it so here it is! On April 2nd - 5th, me and a bunch of people in my grade are going to Ottawa and Quebec! Yes, I finally get my butt out of Ontario! I honestly can't wait until then so I can see the sexy French, Canadian men out there!

-Elle Valor

Revenge Will Be Sweet

Heeeeeeeeeeey guys it's like 12:10 AM right now and I have school tomorrow or today whichever floats your boat and well after writing the first Diary Entry I remembered something that should had been in my diary but .. well I must have forgotten about it so here I go.

  Not too long ago- well probably in December 2012, I was chilling with JS and KT (refer to Diary Entry: New Year's Eve) out in the hallways of my building since it's something we always do ever since like 4-5 years ago. When JS left to go help out his mother me and KT started talking about JS he first asked if me and him used to talk from morning to night before I'm like yeah of course but sometimes we'd skip a few days because we see each other outside and he was like but JS told me he doesn't speak with you at all. I'm like what, that's so stupid- what is so bad about me and you talking like that? (Honestly speaking I had a crush on him then, which was like .. 2011 summer) KT then said how once he went through my messages with me and JS I didn't feel offended I don't really care much for privacy on my phone (I don't have one anymore :( so he went on saying how he found out that he did talk to me like that I'm like what's up with this kid man.. So then KT was like didn't you feel like you were played and dropped when he got a girlfriend. Honestly I was like ... Hell yeah he did! The realization came to me like a brick slapping me across the face, I'm like watch when I seek revenge on him- show him what he missed out on.

   So since then I declared revenge but I won't start until I go into the same school as him (next year) and during the summer I'd probably rarely go out so I'd work out, go shopping for some good black pants (uniformed school again) and probably try to grow out my hair.. I'm honestly mourning for longer hair its like up to the top of the middle of my back. Anyway, we'll see what happens in September and the summer. I'll keep you up to date with my relation life.

-Elle Valor

Diary Entry: New Year's Eve

This is a diary entry I thought I should write because well.. It was pretty interesting even though it was like three months ago haha, so anyway! Here is the first Diary Entry.

New Year's Eve (2012)

Feb.06.12

   We were all chilling eating Hot Pot (so delicious by the way. Maybe when I get how to make it I'd post the recipe and what to do) at R's house (they have names I don't want to name them until I get the rights to- so there were JS, KT, J, B, KH, S, & R.) We ate first and waited for RH, KK, JO, JA to come since they were arriving late and after most of us finished eating me JS, KH & B went into R's room and just started clubbing for the heck of it! LOL. And I was tired of dancing so I went to sit down on the bed curled up in the blanket resting on Johnson's shoulder. And so we were like that until they all wanted to go play outside bu I stayed inside to rest :). Then after my rest and those fat butts came back JS sat at my knees (I'm sleeping vertically on a singles bed- beside the wall hella small!) and KK's butt was in my face -__-" and so I sat up and leaned my head on KK's back but the guy wanted me to lean on JS's back so I did and he had no problem. Then JS wanted to rest against the wall so he sat beside my legs and I left my legs on his. Then after that, he wanted to rest (properly this time) so I put him on my right side and just placed a pillow on him for my head to rest and when that was getting too uncomfortable for me, I took off the pillow and laid my head on his thigh with me gently clutching him (his thigh.) After, I was staring up the ceiling listening to the music and memorizing the moment- minding my own business then he bugs me and shows me a picture or conversation but I couldn't see it properly so I took his hand (with the phone) and guided it closer to me well that's all the Juicy stuff, it was nice playing mistress for the night.

JS, KT, B, KH, RH, KK, JA = Males

J, S, R, JO = Females

JS= Taken

I think this entry might tell you a bit about me and I'm in no way embarrassed or something like that. It's simply just an act of my seduction. Haha! I'm kidding I'm a bit too young for that. See Ya!

-Elle Valor

Songs ♥

Omg I'm just going through youtube and finding all my songs! I'm gonna choose all the clean ones (or some close to being clean) because I want to see if I can play this playlist at school.
Mostly 80s-90s songs :)

Bobby Brown - Every Little Step
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0FKzPfsxA4
2Pac - Hit 'Em Up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQNGeeUP47w
Notorious B.I.G - Big Poppa
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz4ZsDo9kTc
Notorious B.I.G - Juicy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wb5KEO9z_kc
Bell Div DeVoe - Poison
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6blgjF6UkU
112 - Peaches and Cream
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTiLYoYVoog
112 - Dance With Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_L47fnApJdk
Bobby Brown - My Prerogative
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cDLZqe735k
Bell Div DeVoe - Gangsta
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6df5shLKqM8
Brandy - I Wanna Be Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_UHuZ_e5hM
TLC - No Scrubz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5Thn61Cczg
Blaque - I'm Good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=quIsoT1GZro
Omarion - Ice Box
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-D8AspV8lI
Destiny's Child - Cater 2 U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=juqws1LIH-I





** I'd edit this every time I get a new song in mind


-Elle Valor

The Differences

   Okay so I was talking with a classmate (pretty good friend too) and I was talking about singing "Who You Are" Jessie J and how the highest note was a F6 (I can't sing it- maybe in the future) and he was like "it's just a note" so I'm like "and that's just a three pointer" (referring to basketball since he plays.) He didn't understand what I said so I'm like "Basketball is/was your childhood dream and Singing is my childhood dream. Singing is "just a note", Basketball is "just a basket", not much to each other but a lot to one another," which simply means that they both have nothing to do with each other and their most important thing about them aren't important to anything else but it's very significant to themselves.

   I went really in depth with that conversation but I realize it's true. Honestly I realize sometimes I do this too, I say something without thinking about it's significant towards that person, like let's say it has to do with a book- I won't like it but someone else does because it relates to them more than myself (I think it has happened before but I don't remember.)

   Quote of the day and needs to always be with me:

Not much to each other but a lot to one another.

- Elle Valor 

 

Vocal Range: D3-E5

Hello everyone!! I'm not even sure who reads my blog anyway I feel so sad... :( and lonely well since I made that baby ... I'm not that lonely but only by 12% I swear..

Anyway, as you can see the post's title Vocal Range has nothing to do with my loneliness although I just wanted to state it -tear tear- but if you don't know or I didn't tell you, I sing. Not in like choir or any specialty classes but like freely singing to horrible karaoke covers of Whitney Houston, Christina Aguilera or Celine Dion but since they're vocal ranges are a bit too high for me I decided to stick to my KPOP idols! Which are girls generation's Taeyeon and Ailee ( Amy Lee ) but since Tae doesn't seem to sing anymore I just started idolizing Ailee.

A video where it shows Ailee's vocal ranges in Immortal Song 2 is where I try singing the lyrics in that same tone and range (here) its from a G3-B5. Well so when I adapted the lyrics a bit I sang along with her and since my voice is loud and I was singing this at like.. 8:00pm I figured it'd be really loud- since last summer I was karaoking by myself on the third floor (I live in a three floor apartment) and when I came downstairs my sister was like, "oh we heard you singing from outside, we were trying to request songs." I was soooo embarrassed because I never knew I can be that loud .. so later on I have been trying to keep it low but try to make me reach the high notes- it doesn't work and it's really not good for you, so recently I just sang my heart out but I'm still uncomfortable so I don't really... sing as loud unless I'm in the shower.

Back to my singing with the video- it was pretty fun trying to compare my voice and her's through the video but some notes I couldn't hit was the .. F5 I think. But when I first sang a few of the songs I could only hit C5 and D5 now I can hit the E5 and go as low as .. I guess D3

I'm not really sure if you can see this :( but my vocal range is yes D3-E5 - Improvement 101! I can also falsetto to B5 and I'm working on my whistles!

-Elle Valor

Goodbyes Are Hard

  In my "The Start of My Baby Project" post I mention at the end that one of my favorite student teacher is leaving today and she did but not like fully walk out she actually stayed and my class all just started talking about her and stuff. Well yeah, this was like the last period and I was chosen by my teacher (in third period) to tell her the thank you speech and present the gift with a hand-made card designed by very talented artists. Anyway (it seems that 'anyways' is my favorite word) while I was presenting the "speech" which came off the top off of my head- which meant I stuttered a lot! I sounded like I was about to cry (although I think I was about too... I hope she doesn't see this LOL!) Honestly, without even today's experience but my past experience goodbyes sucked for me. I remember when my best friend went off to Cambodia for a month, I cried like crazy! And when my other friend left too I cried before his departure. Gheez, but a recent one was probably when my dad left for 2 months or .. 7 weeks... I can't remember but I don't regret them no- honestly goodbyes are really really really difficult for me. I'll probably cry for sure on the last day of school when I finally get my butt to High School! I can't wait so I can actually feel like my real age and instead of people coming up to me thinking I'm 16-18 years old. So yeah this is my entry of how "Goodbyes Are Hard".

Our hand-drawn card to Ms. Citak

-Elle Valor

Movie Review: Beautiful Creatures

http://watchbeautifulcreatureshq.blog.com/

Okay so, two weeks ago I went out with my sisters and a family friend to go watch a movie and we contemplated with "Beautiful Creatures" or "Safe Haven". We chose Beautiful Creatures although I wanted to see Safe Haven *tear tear* - anyway so we went to watch Beautiful Creatures and I can say it was pretty good although the fighting was not as "action-packed" like I imagined it would be but I hope the book is better. But I like the movie a lot to the point where I would like a next one- another down side to this movie is I don't think the male character is ... consider a real serious hottie... but yea he is gorgeous nonetheless plus his accent is a brownie point! Anyway I will consider this movie one of my "should watch already watched" pile of movies.


-Elle Valor