Predicament

Bonjour et salut!!


I came back from my trip yesterday but I was so tired and lazy to post anything up, so here I go;

My Ottawa et Quebec trip was off the chain. Although.. I did have a lot of moments where I got really angry especially during the second day of the trip where we arrived at Quebec and was placed in our hotel rooms (Hilton Hotel by the way was amazing !!!) because of stupidity and greed. Whatever, throughout the whole experience it was amazingly beautiful. I really LOVE all the buildings, chapels, scenery was gorgeous ... Just love at first sight. My bus ride there and back was really long .. Like 8 hours from QC to Toronto made couple of naps and I even slept afterwards at home.

Well I'm tired now LOOL so goodnight love!!

-Elle Valor

Downtown Toronto

HEEEEEEYY!!

I'm right now hanging out with my friends after a nice day outside of downtown Toronto. It was really fun eating the sushi randomly walking around downtown!!

Okay I'm really tired and soon need to use the bathroom! Phone updating so.. See ya !!

-Elle Valor

Good Friday!

Hello world !!!

It's Elle Valor making a quick appearance because well .. I felt like I haven't updated in a while and so I just wanted to tell you what's going on in my life from the last time I posted which was .. I guess my birthday? But yeah let's see~

I haven't done anything in my love life so relations are out of this topic for sure LOLOL but lately I have been learning not to care much about almost everything since I was such a goody two shoes before ... I just think that life is a bit too short for me and that I have many other things I want to do. As an Aries I want to be unique and stand out .. So today which is Good Friday my friends were all planning to go downtown for celebrating him birthday since it was on Monday and yeah while I'm there I hope I can find or do some really crazy and messed up stuff.

I also have a new inspiration; Tyler, the creator. Although he isn't a 'new' inspiration of mine I just thought that I should title him as new since just 2-3 days ago I was so interested in all his crazy stunts.

"Be crazy. Be stupid. Be silly. Be weird. Be whatever. Because life is too short to be anything BUT happy."

- Elle Valor

FINALLY

Omg I got my phone!!! I am so happy!! Feels like forever since the last time I actually used a phone properly !!
Anyways I got a iPhone5 because I'm a spoiled brat :) <3 but since its my birthday tomorrow I should be able to spoil myself! LOOOL, I'm gonna finish up some homework ! Bye !!!



-Elle Valor


P.S I won't be able to edit the endings "Elle Valor" part because I don't know how to on my phone anyways!! Bye!

Exhaustion

Lately, I've been more tired than ever. I always nap right after school and even though I had already slept at night I can still sleep. This sleeping schedule messes up my time for homework but I can't help it. I won't think unless I have a perfect 12 hour sleep or sometimes when I'm not as fatigued I can sleep shorter hours and do my work properly.. Maybe next week is when I can get my sleep schedule back in place. 

-Elle Valor

Change & Inspirations

   Yes, since I am human I do have people whom I'm inspired by and my look-up idols, but I never really was inspired before as I am now. But I'm guessing after reading 50 Shades of Grey in the beginning of 2012 summer, I just gradually changed- I've become more interested in literature, my thinking changed like how I think of the art of seduction really ... interesting, I take a liking in different languages especially French & Latin although I suck in French.. :( but it's all good, my teacher doesn't teach what I would want to learn. Also, during my "change" I took interest in being proud of being me. I had my courage built, I'm very ambitious and I care a lot less of what people think now. Although I sometimes have sides of me that I don't like but the main point of having confidence is to love yourself before others and I do so I prove the people who doubted me wrong that I can do it or I am it.

   So other than my whole persona changing and my sappy life story, I have plenty of Idols who I look up to, either it be for their looks, voices, mentality or anything other:

Marilyn Monroe-

She is my all time Idol. I love her ♥. Since she is known as the American Sex Symbol, which I think is the most amazing title ever, I am so envied and practically want to have same mentality as her, since she is a well-known Siren (which is what I will love to master).

Ailee-

KPOP- Korean- American singer :) I love her vocal ranges and how she's so cheery and loves to eat meat ♥

Christina Aguilera-

Who doesn't love her?

Mila Kunis-

She is just amazing. I ♥ her. So pretty.

Emma Stone-

Love how she talks ♥ and such an amazing actress. Tottallyyy prettyyy too.

There are probably a lot more but I'm guessing these are the mains. ♥

-Elle Valor

Love? Oh please.. Well Maybe

  Honestly, sometimes I yearn for love but I'm perfectly fine without it although I feel so lonely at times and just not sure if I can always rely on my friends because well... I have issues with trusting them sometimes and I know you'll probably thinking well what about the "boyfriend" well.. I never lost THAT much trust from my guy friends before so I don't really have problems trusting them and I feel most comfortable around them. I usually don't beat myself up because of something I think is so insignificant in my life but I guess what sort'a triggered these feelings is the people I'm meeting off of a game a play on PS3 (black ops 2) well yeah... I meet a lot of people and sometimes get totally attached to them then when I see their faces I just .. well I don't know sometimes I drop them completely or we don't talk as much anymore. I get such high hopes for them because they're such sweethearts or they sound like a well-toned deep voice man that haunts our dreams, but nope they turn out to be looking like Peter Griffin on drugs after taking a nice poop in the showers, yes the showers. Anyways I feel seriously hurt every time I make friends, grow attached and when I see how they look I just.. my heart just breaks. So this post is mostly me ranting and my feeling of loneliness, because sometimes I just want to meet the right guy.

-Elle Valor